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| Just finished with my personal statement and so life is meaningless and i decided to come back.
yeah right
Not like anyone still reads this now but i dunno, just felt like posting again
Just last week i was reading my old posts from 2009. Nice stuff, to be reading all the happenings and feelings and emotional stuff from the past. And as stupid as this may sound, i regret missing out on posting throughout the whole alvl period cos like it or not, it was seriously an experience. And one which probably never go through again.
My life now is far from being a memorable experience. Maybe that's why all the more i should remember it.
Anyway finishing my personal statement is seriously a huge load off my mind. Like for the past 3 weeks it was bugging my like crazy. Not like i responded to the bugging. But its was annoying enough. And i kept putting off doing other stuff (especially this week) like going shopping and hc's open house (omg wish i went i only remembered how fun these school stuffs are after seeing photos on facebook) cos i try to lock myself at home to work on my ps. But then again not like i do anything productive in the day, cos as always i function best at night, even more now. Point is i'm done. Gonna read through again tmr then i can submit and be a jolly girl and wait to be accepted yay. And i get to get on with my life and do things without feeling guilty.
So yay.
Chipmunk-ing with mich and val tmr. I'm doing very well at watching movies now, thanks very much.
Okay sleep! earliest this week heh.
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| I'm sorry you don't seem to have one. lydia has no conscience thanks very much. Applications for the win! | | |
| and i'm on my laptop for the first time in like 3million years even though econs is tmr and please ask me why when i haven't really started revising macro i dunno mannnn.
yesterday while studying, 'and YOU'RE the one going for 600/month tuition!' when i made some stupid make no sense statement about.. loss of consumer welfare. and took damn long to understand crowding out effect.
i miss co like nuts and i lugged out my/ding's zruan the other day and my fingers hurt like freaking crap i think i'll get blood blisters when i start playing again.
and everytime i think about going for youthcamp this year i think about how.. i'm scared to be a normal camper cos the last time i was in sec2. withdrawal symptoms you know!!! the idea of it is so foreign.
anywayyyy. today it hit me hard that.. i need a bit more faith. i can mug like some crazy freak (halfway there already anyway) and still screw up during the actual paper/do damn well and still not get where i want to (i dont know where that is though) cos ultimately its God who's gonna bring me to where i'm supposed to be/give me the scholarship i want to get into some coolio overseas uni or sth.
omgish econs.
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| Hates the math prelim revision package to the core please! I never knew differentiation could give me so much trouble. And i'm supposed to be good in math. Apparently i'm not anymore. Roar. And bio's another hopeless case. What joy. | | |
| I want to
1. stop sneezing 2. Go back to nanyang. 3. Understand ligand exchange 4. Catch up on stupid study plan gah. 5. Turn back time. 6. Get my liuqin back. 7. Go to ge. 8. Get everything over and done with.
Oh wells it was meant to be a short list but turns out i want alot of things. :( | | |
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